Formerly a 'protected' post until removing the password 2016-12-30.

Just logging for myself.

Met with PO SAUVE, she's just as I noted her the first day.  No sense, writing that stuff (compliments).

I explained about my concerns with her not calling.  She explained that in her mind, she believed she didn't need to as everything worked out.  I think I am right, she said she'd phone.  However, I think I am also right in my analogy later that same day that she didn't phone because it just made sense to her that everything would work out for November 29th.  I have trust issues with the whole System now, not her fault.  I also expect her to serve the Crown and anyone attached over me, but I honestly do not see that at this point.

I will be meeting Xxxx, a Liaison with Mental Health Services who comes with many connections.  I began to explain some of my experiences/knowledge/concerns with things like Assisted Living and the Fraser Health Person I met who ran it.  I also became to explain some of my unique needs - which I do not trust will be understood and listened to.  However, they are too deep to explain in simple conversation and I have been intending to write them for some time.

Other than that, some minor things not worth mentioning - it was a quick meeting.  My primary intent was to understand why she never phoned when said she would.  It was also to add somethings to better her understanding.  Like how the Services offered are now a variable and while they remain unknown to me, they factor into my thinking.

One of the things I tried to convey was the impending cliff right before me, just days away.  I need a roof over my head in the very least.  I am not sure that part came out too clearly.  For me personally, it's hard because I want to either take something that meets minimum needs with no commitment to finding something where I can permanently anchor to for a longer term.  Stability and Organization are very important to me.

Another thing I did not touch on was work.  Residence, Work, Stability, they all tie together far more than the average person because I actually work out of my home, regardless of the job.  I think Artisan best describes my livelihood, but I should re-read that definition before I press it.

The one thing I did say, was I didn't press myself into this situation, the System did.  I am not really a fan of having the "System" help me.   Not being Independent, but I may have no choice.  December next week, January is Insurance and I can't even pay for a proper roof over my head this very day.

Of course, there's also the XXX? Bailiff's who were phoning me, basically letting me know they are after the truck/loan.  That will literally be the last torpedo effectively leaving me completely finished.  The amount of hill to climb from there will be next to impossible to return myself to the options I have now in livelihood and income.  Which I should mention is severely crippled from what it was.

Aren't these great notes for a Creditor/Debt Collections?  Rather not post them, but whatever.