I'm not up on my phone messages, just catching up now.  That was interesting.  I said the word 'fuck' in a hand written message to someone who was... said to have willingly went behind my back and reported my every move to people I was to go to court against while acting like a loving person who's known me since birth.  I even explicitly asked this person to keep my visits private and I refused his money.

Well my good Sir, thanks for the hug six years ago and the words.  You were only the second in thirty-six years to do that.  It's a shame I swore one word in a hurriedly written hand note while trying to deal with over whelming problems.

I don't expect you to understand, I know the things you are dealing with.

If what I heard was true, you were convinced to side with people who you explained (six  months ago) had continually made you feel like shit as a person. You're a great guy, at least that was always opinion. If the Courts want to know, when this person(A) told me that that person(B) made him feel like such crap... I was ready to hit person(B) more so than ever in my life.

I know the pain person(A) spoke of.  I cared more for his pain than I ever did for mine. I never came near actual fruitation for throwing a punch towards Person(B), but I would have decked him flat out if he was in the room when person(A) told the story.

One more Member lost for life. That leaves me with next to none.  I truly am the last of the line.

Person(A), I have no will to see you.  Even furthermore, I care about you.  I have no will to let you see me allowimg you to carry out your words.  This is not for my own safety.  I wish you peace and happiness, I sincerely hope you find it.