I don't operate very well under ropes.  I have self-defined my own nature to myself many times.  I tend to need a very wide berth as I swing back and forth in narrowing my walk to a tight line.

I hope that's....  comprehendible.   I have a lot of personal dynamics to deal with.  I'm usually best left on my own - however, I am not denying guidance,  a lighthouse, a harbour pilot, etc.

This is for the higher people in the land.