Killing your youngest brother.
.I remember being twenty years old. I was told I was forty years old in a mid-life crisis. Something else I was also told then is interesting. I was told that I must want to kill my oldest brother. I find it rather likely that my words have made it to him by now. My oldest Brother is Jim Berladyn. I think to survive I have had to suppress a lot of emotion, it confused me back then.
.Last night I was told that maybe I should let him know that I want to kill him. Place some fear into him. I’m not so sure I should, in fact the beauty of the whole situation may be exactly this. I know something about life that he doesn’t. There is a good chance that I have to do nothing and he likely won’t escape. I have heard more than enough stories in my years. In fact, I think it's even written in a book.
.I do not think this is a threat. In fact, I know it's not because a threat is someone phoning you up and telling you that they are going to kill you. I have had those kids of threats as a Union Organizer. Besides that, if you actually look at the Title - it states Killing your Youngest Brother. That is Me.
Anyways, my mind was falling apart under high stress as my life was practically being extinguished. My cousin Mark BERLADYN, told me to threaten Jim BERLADYN to get him to back off. To tell him that I was going to kill him because that's what Mark would do. Instead, I just incorporated it into my ongoing Facebook posts. It wasn't even my idea in root.
This was used against me in Court and I was too much of a wreck to explain it.