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Year: 2010

Letter / Note: Dear Colin

This is one of many writings I have stored on my computer.  I am such a bad guy.  Look at that.  Date Written: 2010-01-12 5:48 PM

Dear Colin,

I have to let you know that I have no ill will towards you.   I also don’t hold any judgement against you.  I hope you can understand that I have my own problems.  The conditions here were too much for me.

I do hope you are doing better.



Downloading Movies…

I am probably the only one in my family who refused to download movies on the grounds of Ethics.  It’s actually more than that with me.  Anyhow, not that didn’t finally cave in around my sister’s corrupting presence, but unlike everyone else who gloats about taking things for free… I seem to have had a built in guilt mechanism…  unlike Jimmy.

Renovations – Handrail

I ground all the paint off of this, all the rust.  I wanted to do this for years. You can see the Earth has shifted over the years and the concrete steps are falling in.

Looked like brand new when I was done.  Then someone chipped it.

For most people, I don’t think they would understand.  It’s something deeply personal to me.

PMPD 2010-3991 Assist Public



That’s great.  Except I am not Bipolar and I would have told you that then, just like I told the doctors and everyone else who kept turning around and stating I was.  Trust me, it’s not a good feeling when you are in that situation.  Thank you Psychologist Dr. Owen James and General Practitioner Dr. Brian Carlson.

Yes, I called her a fucking bitch.  Even my girlfriends said that.  As have Extended Family Members.  Her own Mother and her own Friends said the same, just in different words.

No, I never asked for money.  Not money outside of my entire Life Investment.  This conversation was a result of my siblings stepping into the financial and situational aspect of my relationship with my mother for Personal Gain.

This Port Moody Police File would have been the result of Jim BERLADYN and Lisa BERLADYN, manipulating the situation for Unjust Enrichment.   Of course, with Mike BERLADYN quietly going along for the ride.  Which, is obviously how my brother Jim’s words eventually found their way into coming out of PO108’s mouth as he read my Files.



Love-able Dog

Just for a month eh?  Yeah, she’s really love-able when you bitched about hating that fur.  No longer your problem though huh?  Indy went to Mike’s for what one month, then he didn’t want her either.  The Shedding, the Dirt…

Just like your cats that you wouldn’t deal with for a whole decade that shit all over the house and clawed all the furniture, everyone else’s burden. They even routinely ate my cats wet food for how many years?  You are disgusting for lying in Video Testimony.